Appendix When I am older, treat me like an ancient library grown labyrinthine; even I may not know what books lie lost in the corridors which dead end at shelves. Wander down the tunnels; they begin as veins and narrow to capillaries, choked with stacks of musty books. The faded covers are knotty and liver-spotted as the skin on the backs of my hands. But within, they remain pristine as ivory: the antique script rolls and joins in remembered ways on the white sheets like the limbs of lovers. My books sing melodies you have never heard; they breathe out the scents that marked them - cigarette smoke, cologne, the fresh hay in a barn, the rain-soaked pine of a hill. You will find no tracts and pamphlets, for I never lived that way. At the nucleus of every one of my million million cells lies a proud uncensored word. Anna Evans Anna Evans (evnsanna@comcast.net) is currently president of the Burlington County Poets, who meet monthly at Burlington County Library in New Jersey. Her website is http://home.comcast.net/~evnsanna/poems.htm.