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A Note
to the Reader:
Whenever there has been a theme issue of Snakeskin, it
has never been required of me to join my essay to the
theme. The essay has been allowed to stand alone.
Despite this privilege being afforded me, I have
always tried to comply of my own free will. On this
particular occasion, not so much. My experience with
cryptids has been limited. Indeed, the one occasion
when – well, that essay has already been written and
published in the March 2014 Snakeskin, issue 205, and
you can return to it and read it here:
http://www.snakeskinpoetry.co.uk/205nf.html
But for my latest essay, I will delve into the
mythological.
106. Baku
Nightmares abound. Most immediate
are the political nightmare in the United States
and the pandemic worldwide, but especially in
the United States, which has the most COVID-19
cases and deaths of any nation. These issues are
merely temporary distractions from climate
change. After that there are the Earth’s
existential threats from asteroids impacting the
planet or the thin crust of our planet buckling
with earthquakes and volcanoes. Then too there
is the burgeoning population of humans consuming
resources and generating pollution while
devouring land, nightmares of premonition that
should cause any thinking person sleepless
nights.
There are also the personal nightmares that come
with old age creeping up on us, befouling our
bodies and impairing our senses. We contrast the
present with memories of what we once were and
could do. We suffer as survivors with our
memories, the misfortune of outliving those we
loved dearly. Must we be in denial of these
nightmares to remain sane?
It helps to concentrate one’s focus on the
things that render pleasure. There are sweet
dreams that console. While we sleep, we can live
in halcyon worlds crafted from pieces of memory.
While we’re awake, we can daydream, imagining
Elysian Fields or lottery wins. I like to
imagine owning this apartment I can only afford
to rent and touring Wales in a Morgan Plus Four.
At least while we sleep, we should be spared the
nightmares that cause us stress.
When awake, I can encourage myself to
concentrate attention on experiencing the good
qualities of my surroundings. As I compose this
essay in my cozy monastic cell surrounded by
objects I hold precious, it does not alarm me
that Cardiff is in lockdown. There is a backlog
of books to be read. There are etchings and
paintings on the wall that I never tire of
seeing. A friend has loaned me three Sergei
Eisenstein films on DVD to watch. There is the
music of Gershwin, not too loud, yet filling the
space and conditioning my mood. But I have less
control of my dreams.
In dreams, at least, I want to be spared from
dreadful obsessions. Nightmares are unwanted
trespassers invading our most personal and
private estates. What is needed is Baku, eater
of nightmares.
Baku, drawn by Mr
Bentzman's 12-year-old friend, Hara Naoki.
I learned of Baku from my first wife,
and still friend, Matsui-san. Baku is a Japanese
mythological creature, probably inherited from
China. It was made by the gods from leftover
parts after every other creature was created.
Baku possesses a trunk and tusks like an
elephant, the eyes of a rhinoceros, which is
curious as the rhinoceros is known to have bad
eyesight, the tail of an ox, I guess because
there was one left over, and the useful paws of
a tiger. Baku is not a monster to be feared,
unless you are an evil entity. It is in fact
shy.
Japanese children used to have prints of Baku
hanging by their bedside as talismans. A
Japanese child waking from a nightmare could
call out to Baku three times to come and eat
their bad dream. Baku is also to be found carved
into many ancient Buddhist temples and Shinto
shrines in Japan, peeking out from under the
eaves, too readily mistaken for an angry
elephant.
Baku is nearly forgotten today. This worthy
monster has been conflated with the Malayan
tapir, a pig-like animal with a long, prehensile
snout. There is a superficial resemblance.
I am in need of Baku’s services, perhaps in the
form of a woodblock print or carved in a small
netsuke. To have such a device at the bedside
might encourage one’s subconscious to regulate
their dreams and keep them pleasurable. Are we
the only creatures that can derive comfort from
fiction?
Mr Bentzman will continue to report here regularly
about the events and concerns of his life. If you've
any comments or suggestions, he would be pleased to
hear from you.
You can find his
several books at www.Bentzman.com.
Enshrined
Inside Me, his second collection of
essays, is now available to purchase.
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