Anger #1 pits I couldn't swallow or spit out the past 3 days listening to you stamp around in your death shoes screaming fire, how you hated the poems. I couldn't talk, was afraid to go get the mail last night in the house down state the black was still in my throat I curled like a comma saying wait got up while the frost still hid the sun wrote down the blackest apples flowers from the dark until the mean grew out of my fingers on to this page away from the bed where I'm lying with another man writing you out of me Lyn Lifshin Lyn Lifshin writes: "am having trouble thinking what sin i like most - maybe pride is why i've done over 100 books, am so obsessive about typing poems up, having a beautiful Abyssinian cat, do ballet 13 times a week to stay in shape" If you've any comments on this poem, Lyn Lifshin would be pleased to hear from you.