I have wasted much of
my life with daydreaming. Imagining what I would do
if great wealth were to befall me, undeserved, has
been a frequent preoccupation that has rescued me
from boredom. Daydreaming is a creative but
undisciplined application of the mind, an effort that
would have been better spent composing stories with a
commercial interest. Nevertheless, daydreaming is
less stressful when one is only trying to entertain
one's self. However, when I met Ms Keogh, my more
significant other, twenty years ago, even as we
decided to weave our destinies together, so did we
also find ourselves weaving together impossible
dreams for our mutual amusement.
We imagined opening an all-night bistro near the
campus of the University of Pennsylvania in
Philadelphia and serving a light meal, coffee, tea,
and wine by the glass or bottle. The walls would be
lined with art for sale and we would organize
readings, debates, and small art shows. In the corner
we'd place an upright piano to invite impromptu
recitals. We conceived the name for our little place
"the edge of Oblivion" with the letters all
minuscule except for the majuscule "O". The
name meant something significant to us, that our
lives and all existence took place at the lip of a
precipice; a false step, a freak accident, or
sufficient time, and everything passes over the edge
into non-existence. The name reminded us to
appreciate the moment and enjoy it.
The name would stay a constant with us even as our
dreaming continually evolved. The idea of a cafe
faded and we became enamored with the idea of a
bookstore specializing in fine press books, maybe
we'd even design and publish some of our own. This
idea was tied to our desire to move to Britain. We
had business cards made up, "the edge of
Oblivion", with "Fine Books" in the
top right corner, our names as proprietors in the top
left, and in the bottom left two lines that read:
Somewhere in
Sussex
Sometime in the future |
We have hundreds of
those cards left over while our plans have continued
to mutate. The bookstore became a bookstore-gallery
became a bookstore-gallery-shop for objets d'art. We
perceived our name as signifying the temporary rescue
of things from oblivion.
Today the name has official status. We registered the
name with the Commonwealth of Pennsylvania as an
enterprise for art. It has become a catchall for
dreams real and delusional. It serves as we give
birth to our vague business of creative endeavors, Ms
Keogh selling her paintings, which she does with
reasonable success earning something shy of an
income, and me selling my writings, which is done
with great success so long as I don't charge any
money. There is a mailing address:
the edge of
Oblivion
Post Office Box 1244
Langhorne, Pennsylvania
U.S.A. 19047-1244 |
And still we
continue to dream beyond our reach. I want to start
up a literary publishing house in Philadelphia. I
would seek out new talent and print limited fine
press first editions, then a small run in paperback,
and finally the books would only be available through
P.O.D. (print on demand) technology, where each book
is individually produced only when ordered.
This year I found the head office
for my publishing house. It sits on the southeast
corner of Washington Square, Philadelphia. The small
park (6.4 acre) was originally laid out in 1682 by
William Penn's surveyor, and served in the
18th-century as a potter's field and pasture.
Southeast Square, as the Quakers called it, includes
the dead of both British and American soldiers from
the time of the Revolution. The 19th-century recast
the park's role as a city arboretum and in 1825 it
was renamed in honor of our first President. I had
picked for our company's headquarters a white
pseudo-Italian palazzo, the home of Locks Gallery,
just catty-corner to the Lippincott Building and the
Athenaeum of Philadelphia.
The Lea & Febiger BuildingPhoto B.Bentzman
I brought Ms Keogh to see the Locks
Gallery, which we have yet to visit. The few times
I've tried, I found it closed. Ms Keogh liked it very
much and suggested we could build our dream house on
its flat roof. (For more about the dream house, see
Suburban Soliloquy #66: The Ambulatory.) She pressed
to know how we were to finance our little empire. I
said we would have to wait until I sold the movie
rights to a number of my short stories, my stock
answer.
"All this dreaming amounts to what?" Ms
Keogh inquired. Nothing would come of it except to
fill the time and occupy my mind when I'm bored. I
told her I could make it the subject of one of my
Soliloquies and here it is, but the story doesn't end
here.
Wanting to know more of the history of the building
that houses the Locks Gallery, I attempted fruitless
research on the Internet. So on another day I went
back to examine the building more closely. On the
side of the building were holes and stains where once
brass letters gave the place its original name. I
couldn't make it out, but took a picture with Ms
Keogh's digital camera. Returning home, I fooled with
the photo using the computer's software. Lo and
behold, Locks Gallery was formerly Lea & Febiger,
Publishers. I had no idea who Lea & Febiger were,
but with that basic information in hand the Internet
coughed up a wealth of material. The Lea &
Febiger Building at 600 South Washington Square is on
the Philadelphia Register of Historic Places
(designed in 1923 by Earl Nelson Edwards). But that's
not all.
To begin with, 19th-century Washington Square became
known as "publishers' row". Surrounding
this square are the Lippincott Building and the
Athenaeum of Philadelphia, as mentioned earlier, but
also the Farm Journal Building, the Bible House, the
former headquarters of W.B. Saunders Publishing
Company, the home of American writer Christopher
Morley, and the Curtis Center where Curtis Publishing
produced The Saturday Evening Post and The Ladies
Home Journal. As for Lea & Febiger, they were the
oldest publishing company in the United States,
founded by Matthew Carey in 1785.
Matthew Carey was an irrepressible Catholic born in
Dublin, 1760. At fifteen years of age he disappointed
his father, a successful man, by going into the book
trade, selling and printing. He produced pamphlets
that Parliament decided were evidence of the
seditious nature of the Irish. Dublin's Catholics,
hoping for favorable legislation in Parliament,
sought to find and prosecute the author of the
pamphlets. Carey escaped to France where he met and
apprenticed himself to Benjamin Franklin. He then
returned to Ireland, wrote more, found himself in
further political trouble, was imprisoned, was
released, and following the recommendation of
friends, snuck off to America - I mean emigrated from
Ireland to America in disguise. The Marquis de
Lafayette, who Carey befriended while in France, met
him again in Philadelphia and gave him $400 to start
up his publishing business, a sum which the company
later paid back when Lafayette was in financial
straits.
Carey, who died in Philadelphia in 1839, was given
the largest funeral the city had ever seen. Across
two centuries the company's name has gone through
transformations: Carey, Stewart & Co.; M. Carey
& Son; M. Carey & Sons; Carey & Lea;
Carey, Lea & Carey; Carey, Lea &Blanchard;
Lea & Blanchard; Blanchard & Lea; Henry C.
Lea; Henry C. Lea's Sons & Co., Lea Bros &
Co. and finally Lea & Febiger. I don't know what
has become of Lea & Febiger. In recent years they
left Philadelphia and may even be defunct. I would
have liked buying the company and restoring it to its
Washington Square home, a fairy tale ending with new
brass letters mounted where their name had been
removed. Bentzman & Keogh, Publishers. Or Keogh
& Bentzman, Publishers. Whichever you prefer.
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