Suburban Soliloquies #4
~The Lack of Ghosts~
Boris, our aged Newfoundland, is determined to walk the
same routes over again. There are about a half dozen
select paths. He is reluctant to
explore, or to travel too far from home. He limits himself
to keeping tabs on what he probably regards his home turf,
sniffing
the wind and conspicuous upright things. He reads them the
way people read the local newspaper, searching for current
news.
During our nocturnal perambulations, my four-legged
companion is consistent, always hitting his favourite
marks. One
particular route takes us past a dense patch of ivy and
tall trees, disconcerting in that this small area does
not fit in with the
terrain. Levittown landscaping is generally manicured
lawns with trees seldom very old. Here is a brief lapse
in the incessant
repetition of like homes, a narrow lot supporting a
small, overgrown jungle. A determined Boris pulls at his
leash for this
particularly spot. This narrow area extends away from
the curb, piercing half the width of the block, so that
it is surrounded on
three sides by the backyards of homes. Boris wades into
the ivy and urinates. With the exception of the few
families that
border this strip of wilderness, very few other
neighbours know this wooded patch of ivy to be a
cemetery.
The adjacent homes are not allowed to use this
property, are not even permitted to attend to its
appearance. It is cared for by
the township's municipal government, a benign disregard.
The meaning of this ground is not betrayed by
gravestones.
What was left of them had been removed after Levittown's
first generation of vandals broke them off or knocked
them
down. The remnants can still be sought only an inch
beneath the soil. These are the old family graves of a
farm that once
occupied this ground. They date back to the time of our
Revolutionary War and are now so terribly forgotten.
It is past the witching hour of this foggy night when
Boris and I arrive to this station on our walk. The
tracery of naked trees
casts shadows in the very air. I notice that someone has
dumped their trimmings on this unmarked graveyard, but
the prospect
of unsettling the permanent denizens residing
underground does not alarm me. I have not yet been
witness to a spectral being,
and I can think of no more hopeful prospect than meeting
with a ghost. I would be overjoyed with the evidence of
afterlife. I
can think of several friends, now deceased, whose
company I would have continued enjoying if only they
deigned to haunt
me.
Boris does not find the same rewards in contemplating
the dead and the change that is wrought by time. To
maintain continuity
with the past while forging a link with the future does
not entail, for my dog, a conscious effort. His instinct
will preserve the
past and prepare for the future so long as he focuses on
securing food and copulating. (Well, actually he won't
be copulating,
but I don't know what his several siblings are up to.)
So I wonder, is my contemplation born of lost instincts,
acting as
replacement for their absence? Have we humans exceeded
practical needs with surfeit contemplating?
I look at Boris and realize he benefits from human
contemplation, for Boris is living comfortably into an
old age with less stress
and fewer parasites than his wild cousins. He shares the
heated house and has food and water brought to him. His
unconditional loving is rewarded with a return of
affection and respect that he never would have received
from members of the
pack.
And then I wonder about this site remaining unmarked. I
would have my neighbours know about the history their
homes have
erased, the Larue family of farmers, and before them the
tribes of the Lenni Lenape. I think the occupants in
most of these
houses are in denial, with little thought of death,
concern for history, or caretaking for the future.
Levittown is meant to be
timeless, floating uncontaminated and permanent through
history. Actually, for many, history is detached myths
and legends
from somewhere else, like Ireland, Poland, or the pages
of the Bible. The "new" land under the foundations of
their houses
does not contain their former lives, so they are only
interested in sniffing out the latest news and keeping
tabs on their
possessions while eating and copulating at every
opportunity. Levittown needs ghosts.