1. Tonight The familiar bed prodded her Tired limbs. Tonight was no different Reading poetry in inadequate light. Though the lines consoled, they tore Her heart. Ritualized grief it was, Taller than her life. Like the bedclothes, Words that tangled, heavy as a weapon. She cracked the spine of the book By long habit, folding down a wide corner Of the aching page. Sleep composed itself Like the words still Printed on her lips. 2. Lamps Snow came in through the grille And hissed on the burning lamps. The smoke of it hung in the air Like a sea with strange tides. Then the scrape of a shoe sounded And a door closed. Silence. In the space between burning lamps A ruddy light casting on the snow. 3. The Word Low cloud and soaked air Saturate her mind. Time drizzles, as the Sky utters more water Clattering at the panes, Rain leaving an earthy smell Like leaf mould. Or gigantic moss. When her finger touches the glass It comes away wet. Her eyes are Two black patches Drained of light. The word she has written Made of water Runs like a burst vein On the glass. 4. The Woman With the thought of her He created. He chiselled long lines, The hollow of her cheek, Her wides dark eyes that could be Brooding. They were being born, From the concentration of his knuckled fingers. By the time her shoulders came, His cutters hands had clasped Infinity. His heart hit his ribs hard As she looked up and breathed, Deep from her smooth young body. 5. Firelight Light and shadows move over the windows. She brings a poker from the fire grate And jabs at the sullen clinkers Till they spit with anger. When they begin to cackle, She measures out her life In their small red light. In the glow from the coals The past wells from her eyes And settles its fine grief Over the scattered black furniture. 6. Elegy Hear the hiss of the logs The blue flames of fire in the grate Possess a house that hasnt spoken Since she died. If her voice hangs to the dusty drapes Or the seats are still weighted With the eccentric arrangement of her bones That is proper. I shall take her chair When the house booms louder than the sea Feeling her maternal grandeur Rise out of the wood beams, Exact and intimate. 7. Vigil Steadily the wind rose. High leaves hissed. Great boughs creaked with rage. My candles wavered, casting wild spectres Till a gust seized them. So I sat in the dark, with the wrath Of the wind Feeling all night A branch thrashing the panes. When black became gunmetal grey And light dripped into the room, The wind was a low raucous breathing, Assuaged now, almost dead. I knelt, And relit the candles. They glowed in the quiet throat Of the storm.
Robert James Berry
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